i'm the sun that beats your brow
some of the biggest realizations of my life come when i'm either taking a long walk, trying on expensive shoes, eating apple pie or listening to megadeth.
today, over barbecue bacon cheese burger, coke zero, fries and apple pie... i realized how all the things that happened over the past years brought me here… where I am right now… and how everything just seemed to fall into place.it’s like, all the detours, the mishaps, the seemingly wrong turns brought me where I’ve always wanted to be. and it’s amazing. It’s like somehow, my dreams… even dreams I’ve dismissed as impossible are now just within my reach.
a few months ago i was ready to leave this country to start somewhere else. live a life totally different from what i really wanted but figured, i ultimately needed. And now, I am a nudge away from taking the architecture licensure exams.
Who knew that after everything, i will end up wanting to be what i've always wanted to be anyway? an architect.
i sat there and thought how amazing it is that all the good and bad things that happened ultimately led me here... to where i am now and how everything seems to fall in to place... as if everything is part of a grand plan that i'm only realizing now.
someone up there is really looking after me.
ok....so,,,, i guesss i have to mention the pink elephant in the room, huh?
someone told me that if you've been gone for a while and you don't know how to start again, you just jump right to it... so that was me, jumping right to it.
work has made me unbelievably busy and i love it. it's crazy, stressful, tiring, and i love it.
oh, and i think i'm back. :) i hope.
So the question now… should I back post or not?
NP: Poison was the cure : Megadeth
